Well, its been a while since i have bothered to create a live journal so here goes.
Currently, things are looking up for me, everything seems to be rather pleasant, my job is steady, im not broke, and recently, i have found myself a partner in my beloved bunneh, Aimee, or Milanthia, as some might know of her.

It has so far been a most enjoyable two months, and i have been a very lucky sune, she has been good to me, and im really happy! Its amazing how having someone to share your life with can instantly seem to just make things so much better. I have been having the time of my life!

In other news, i have been working a lot still, in the heat, which sucks but what can you do.. No such thing as aircon for a mechanic... well mostly... Meh ill eat a teaspoon of concrete power and harden the f**k up xD 

hehe so yeah, happily contented kitsune signing off!

<3

Taluthus

Well the other day, was a very sad day for me indeed.. My Opa (German for Grandfather) passed away from medical complications with his chest issues... He had rather severe respiratory problems from a life of working in PRE OH&S mining industry..

My Opa was a good man, and very close to me. He took me in as a little kid, and made wooden toys for me, showed me how to cut mangos, taught me all about plants and gardening, would wrestle with me , and play with my beloved canine pal Bella as a little kid...

As a growing teenager, Oma and Opa have always been there for me, when i went through highschool, and when i went the the rigmorol of relationship and after, breakup, through family issues and many other things... I want it known that he wont be forgotten, and that I loved him very much, with as much as a kitsune can love... I still do... and ill miss him terribly....

I haveto be strong for Omas sake now, and help to ease her burden, and now its time for me to rise up and the shoe is on the other foot... All my life they have supported me, now its my time to support her...

Devastated, yet determined kitsune...

Taluthus

Well my holiday is looming closer and closer now... im getting rather excited!!! HUGE undertaking is getting closer and closer! I'm getting my fridge on Wednesday, for the trip, and i will have to along the way at some stage, wire up another lighter socket for that i guess xD 

Hehe things have been rather decent i must say, works been hard and angry inducing, but then again, thats what work does i guess.. Outside of work, i have been enjoying myself, and allthough, as usual, i gets a little lonely sometimes, on the whole, shits been pretty damn good! 

One of these days im going to shoot Microsoft inscessant wanting to change my Australian English into American English.. YES I SAID COLOUR NOT COLOR you fucktarded spell check.. i swear every time i 'add' a word, it forgets it, just to spite me.. Find spite.dll and then A** F*** it... yeah..... THAT will fix it! XD 

RAWR!

Taluthus

Well i have decided to write something positive in here, so here it is, the single shining thing in my life that has been giving me happiness throughout my times of unhappyness, and the thing im looking forwards to more than ANYTHING else right now.. My holidays in December...

It is going to be a momentous event, and I have very high hopes for it all.. firstly, Me and Fala and MAYBE Mahees, are going to set out to Melbourne to go to midfur, which i have been looking forwards to since i found out that i would be able to take the time off for it.

The next biggest thing that i am looking forwards to on this trip of trips, is not midfur, but the NEXT leg of my trip, where im FINALLY, after more than a year, probably closer to a year and a half, going to meet my 'Brother' Tsumi, my oldest fur/vore freind, and one of the freinds i have made that i have never met in real life yet. I have been looking forwards to this immensely, because allthough my bro sometimes can be a smartass, he is a very nice moogle, i <3's him and i have had a lot of fun times with him already. ^.^ *huggles his brother*

ALSO, apart from meeting Tsumi, which is going to rock, im ALSO going to be meeting Anubis, and Chris, both of which i have also wanted to meet for quite some time. THEN after i have spent a while with Tsumi and Anubis, and met Chris, i will be dragging Anubis kicking and screaming back to Adelaide with me... Well by dragging, i mean, agreeing to let him come with me back xD. Anubis will then be staying back with me at my place for a while, and likely will get to meet all the SA furs and it will be all awesome and woot... 

And MAYBE ill even be home in time for Christmas too! ... Well see i guess

Taluthus

Well it seems i stand corrected and will have to retract what i said in my last post..

*Retracts stuffs*
There...

I have not been online much lately and probably wont be for some time yet, im working longer hours than ever, im sick with some stupid headachey fevery cold type thingy, my mouth is awash with ulcers, and everything is just PAINFUL at the moment, literally... Hoo bloody rah...

Taluthus

Well i's decided that this livejournal thingy is a waste of time and space... In order for it to work, you needs to actually have people who are interested in reading about your sad little life, and evidently mines too sad, coz i have got nothing from like my last three or so entries, so i guess no one is even reading this crap anyway..

Meh ima going to go play some mindless game for a while now.

Taluthus

Ok so last night was the first day of RADFUR and it was to say the least, eventful! The night began in the city at the pancake kitchen, and it was nice to finally meet Kaz, Kraden, Jenera and others from interstate! ^.^ We then proceeded to watch a group of drunken irishmen racing, which was HILARIOUS!!! I gots it on film somewhere along the line..

THEN came the treck to Mt lofty, a SEEMINGLY simple task, INTO the freeway.. So there he is stuck on the side of the damn princess highway, no way to turn around, with cars driving past at 100kmh... Fun... Well i managed to arrive to the summit, and then after that we all (Well all that made it) decided it was bloody cold and fled back down the freeway to relatively warmer places. However in the end sympathy for Miles and curiosity (As furries naturally do have) led us to all end up parked on the side of the freeway behind Miles, with my car bringing up the rear in style with a High intensity spinning beacon (The ones you see at construction sites and on trucks n such, works handy for such aquisitions hehe.) So theres about 25 of us all on the side of the freeway waiting for the RAA and then the towtruck to arrive for 2 hours. It was QUITE fun actually, Meas car got drawn all over with MORE chalk, allthough it kinda spread from her bonnet to the rest of the car heheh.! 

So all in all, it was an eventful but fun start to RADFUR. Hehheeh
Poor Miles..... HE gets extra hugs and such! >:3

Taluthus

OK so its ben a while since i decided to fire up the ol LJ... Mostly due to the fact that i lost all my bookmarks when i had the IMMENSE PLEASURE of finally DESTROYING Vista... THAT was a task and a half i assure you, a whole day spent hunting for XP drivers for a laptop that supposed only runs on Vista... OH YEAH ASUS, SUCK MY C**K i got XP now!

mhmm death to vista ^.^ 
Aaaaanyways....
So events of recent that were awesome and woot...
*Me fixing my car, and vanquisihing its stream of black emo tears that it was crying out the front main seal. (a BAD oil leak)
*Getting 'Sasha', my GPS navigator! <3 Sasha's awesome!*me
*Having a weeks break, chilling with Mea, Brav, Vlos, all you guys whee!
*Fixing some of Meas car for her
*FINALLY finding out that i CAN have holidays and thus go to midfur
*Planning the trip to midfur
* KNOWING that im FINALLY.... FINALLY going to meet my mooglebro Tsumi in person after a year and a half of knowing him, meeting also, Anubis and Chris Dragonfan, both of whom i have been good freinds with for quite some time now.
*other random moments of win and woot
* Seeing disturbed live and getting my wallet signed, meeting the man himself D.D. ^.^ 

Events that were suck, fail, pain, or otherwise T.T
* My opa having another stroke last weekend, and seeing him on an oxygen tank every day now. T.T 
* Having to fork out moneys to fix my car
*Fuel prices going up more and more...
*Me almost literally killing my good mate Pete when we went to a meet and i went to take off and he was still half out the door.. I felt SOOO bad about that for ages despite his protests...
*Getting parking ticket the same night as the above mentioned meet
*Work starting earlier for me and me working later still, more over time, tiredness..
*The feeling that all my old freinds in real life are drifting away
*Being single... (This one only sucks SOMETIMES.... I generally dont mind being alone mostly ^.^)
*Still being stuck in this cruddy shoebox of a bedroom and not having my own place yet... i WANT MORE THAN A SINGLE BED DAMMIT! T.T 

Meh i think thats about everything in a nutshell... lacking all the boring details nyway.

Taluthus

Well isnt this just dandy, im sick, have Bronchitis and have been home for like a week.. V.V yaay
On the upside before my sickness i got to see Disturbed live and also got my wallet signed so that was cool! 

I just wish i felt more alive right now... Urgh...

Anyways, not much has really been goin on in my sad littl elife as of late, i have been relaxing at home on my holidays, and then becoming sick towards the end of them so i kinda got an extra week of 'holidays' that is, if you count sitting there coughing up your guts all day a holiday XP

ehh ill be better soon enough

Taluthus

Well what to say.... mhmm... I have been looking at myself, my life, where i stand with everything a lot lately as my apprentiship nears its conclusiuon, and to be honest, it scares the shit out of me... I know what i want to do and i have a basic plan on how i want to get there, bu the meantime in between, the journey, it daunts me ,and im afraid...

Basically my plan is to go to the mines for a few years, and earn some megabucks, and then perhaps get into some real estate... The only problem with my plans is I am not sure if I will be able to hack living in the mines for 5-6 years... I really hope so though coz if i stick that out, ill have my life set for me from then on in..

Another thing that has been worrying me, is my apparant lack of desire to really want to go out an integrate with the majority of society... Sadly, i view society on the whole as a shallow attempt to validate ones existance via alcohol, drugs, and the strange desire to want to pour their hard earned money into stupidly high priced drinks at a club, all in the hope of perhaps finding some drunken chick, who MIGHT perhaps sleep with them, validating themselves till the next week, the next chick, the next lay... Its disgusts me...   And i find myself increasingly not WANTING to be a part of this society that is increasingly revolving around drugs, sex, alcohol and corruption...

Maybe I'm just an insane fuckwith who really does not need to be payed any attention to, maybe this is an incoherent ranting of a delusional human being.... Or maybe theres some truths behind some of what im saying.. I dont really know...

Another thing that bothers me.. When i get home from work, a lot of the time i seem to not have motivation to go out and do anything, im happy to just sit at my computer, and keep all those 'essential' fucking internet things up to date.... Got to update my LJ, have to update my Furstralia postings, have to check SAfurs for the umpteenth time...

I really dont know..
sometimes i think im losing my fucking mind..
Thinking of yourself as a kitsune has its good points, but it has its bad side too
And right now that ugly confused bad side is rearing it's fuckn head...

Taluthus